The Lyrical Faerie

Now lay your head down on the bed
We're back to back with nothing said again
This happens every night
Don't talk while she's turning off the light
And it's dark, she's breathing hard
All she keeps is her hands to herself
So hot what she touches she melts

Come on, come on just get this right
Lets just get drunk and watch stars tonight
And this black sky is a blanket it keeps us warm for you and make it
It keeps us warm for you and make this

And sorrys what she never says
do you still love me?
yeah I guess she speaks as she's rolling in her sheets
You toss and turn because of me
just don't move I'll move for you
The address says we're sleeping at my house
Then why am I sleeping on the couch of the

Come on, come on just get this right
Lets just get drunk and watch stars tonight
And this black sky is a blanket it keeps us warm for you and make it
It keeps us warm for you and make this

Just walk away another empty night
With my tv screen
What's so empty when you're right next to me?
Come on, come on I've said this twice
Let's play like kids and catch fireflies
Come on, come on I've that's just you're life
Let's play like kids and catch fireflies


Come on, come on just get this right
Lets just get drunk and watch stars tonight
And this black sky is a blanket it keeps us warm for you and make it
It keeps us warm for you and make this.

"Parts in between Stories"

The Sun's going down and he can't fucking stand it She throws up her fists cause she's finally had it People describe moods as night and day but i find myself late afternoon shrinking in the shadows and then forgotten by dinner time with a glass of wine... Check the clock, a third to 9 and im passed out on the floor starting at the door you left wide open cause she knew that she'd be back but didn't want to wake me when she stumbles through the hallways with the clinking of her keys. Not so good at picking locks but she's the best and stealing keys and thats who i get to wake up the the next morning but dont worry, i'll still be here to take care of you. I'm the rug you dry your feet on I'm the heat that cools you down I'm the drug inside your tablet I'm the only one who thinks you still ove me I'm the only thing left...that won't dissolve into nothing * Pick up Coffee and Advil from the story and don't forget honey, I'm going out tonight * Love, Archie

Walk On Water to Prove A Point

January 30th i finally stepped foot into Seatle and the rain was coming down like fire as it lit up the night and blinded our sight as it beat down on the windshield and for a second i could feel you. Maybe that's just my eyes getting tired but i could swear that i could see you in every rain drop that landed on my tongue. We're going 80 now, slow down. The city looks the same even if i'm moving slow. "Let's go to seatle" I meant the 2 of us but i walk this flood alone. 4 a.m. and you're a phone call away The last digit in your number isn't working on my phone Maybe it's a sign Sing myself another like about how fate words out more than a body builder I am officialy scared of the person i've become I've lost myself inside a name Archie has taken me over Fingers and Toes Body and Clothe The way i talk the way i think the way i live with and without....

"Always love you - Never leave you"

An empty hotel room, aren't you happy that you left it?
Or maybe i'm just so sick of how i fit this suitcase life inside the ocerhead compartment
Turbulance shakes my hand as i introduce myself but I think we've met before
A key for every moment in my heard that's wrapped in black and white for ever drunken summer night.

These are just words you can read because you know we'll never speak again...
Now with this life you've started living in

I'm just another beat inside a song
I'm just the storm that rained too long.
You've got us drowning in our bad luck. Maybe it's time i walk away..
What's a month mean anyway when i'm still lost inside the summer?
I could never stand the fall
Sweatshirts and Christmas...I need sort skirts and kisses

**We could live without the snowflakes**

"I've got to see about a girl"

Feeling insecure or maybe finally just a bit of real life is taking it's place within itself
Days without your voice
Months without your lips
So close to telling go of it
I knew that you meant it before you didn't let yourself hear the truth

Hide under a pillowcase
You can't erase what's happened
They keep laying down and leaving in the morning

Lipstick
Stained my mouth
Get out of bed now or watch me drown
I took the upper from the drawer
Picked up my head up off the floor
And i can't breathe

Baby, i say fix me
But then you lay me down
I keep it quiet
But you can't keep it down
cause i'm a natural in bed
but i can't get her out of my head
and i cant breathe

I'm a sinner
going straight to hell
at least i'm honest
so tell me where's god now?

I thought i was falling apart
i checked that damage and i'm still in tact
i've still got my looks
leave me with that
and leave nothing at the door
just leave this time so i can lock you out

You're burning out like a star
only the good one's guide you home
You were the light, I was lucky just to be your shadow
Lately i can't see you in the dark

You're not so easy to love anymore
I've got all you gave

i'm still empty

sleep.well.without.my.voice

"Last time for Last times"

Waiting for an energy
Just to tell me that it's over
Words are pointless when you stare at me like that
Take deep breaths and turn your back
Lay the blame on my name as i lay a girl in the same place you used to lose your breath
Can you feel it like i felt it?

I don't feel it quite like i used to
Number
Love is a four letter word for disapointment

Drink myself into a new person
These days of feeling this are numbered
Sleep
Wake up
Last night i left a dollar under water
Too much of a dreamer
At least i've still got hope
she left some of her clothes down on the floor

2 more months of no more Sun
Finding myself without a pretty little name after an "&" Sign
I'm better off without you

Enjoy your coffee baby
cause life just ain't that sweet without me

"House keys don't unlock everything"

Breathe me in
Now Breathe me out
You've had me once but lost me now
Make mistakes in all the right ways
I don't have a god damn thing to say
She needs to hear she's beautiful
There's not a bone in her body that let's her know i'm here
So used and broke
Your hearts last word were spoken through the silence of my cell phone
Walk forward like you're on a run way
you fucking run away
You'll get the feeling when it's time
You'll lose your words when he's inside
Think slow
Breathe heavy
You let me go, The key words "Let Me"
down another drink
Blacken up your lungs
Forget this best you can
Buried under drugs
What's love when there's no such thing as trust?

She's got a smile made for pictures

Come to life
You've got more behind the frozen frames
wait wait
maybe I was daized
You're just some pretty little face
You looked good on my arm
Better in my bed
Another lost breath as i'm grabbing my chest
I'm an over dramatic
but i guess it's finally over
Slip back into myself
Self Help, Tightenthe belt
Still holding on while letting go of you
You'll still never sing along
Not any word of any song
She knows what they're about
it eats you inside out
Stupid Dreams
"My Konstantine"
Life falls back into these places if you let them

There was something i can't help to just remember
the way she laid her head upon my chest
Laying in my bed all day just because it had everything we needed
Me and You
Always thinking out loud
You can figure your sodoku out
place the numbers in all the right spots
I'm a square but this square is waiting for you here
Now we're back to maybe's
In all honesty, I'm not waiting

Thanks for the kisses
Undressing my stitches
Fixing my fixes

We broke eachother down
I love you's don't mean shit now

Tonight i have a feeling i might whisper to my ceiling
Give me back all the memories you saw us leaving
"We were broke and didn't know it"
isn't it funny how you become the songs you sing?

This never meant a thing

Break the record

Stop it from spinning

but all of these songs

couldn't stop you from kissing

all the right guys

Take off your shirt, feed him lies

about how you have only slept alone in this bed

but if he only knew I had your name on my chest

this whole thing would collapse

you'd start twisting your hair

and it's keeping you breathing

still knowing i'm there

-I can't let go of something that's already gone

Start swearing at me, I'll keep singing out song

Get out the make up kit, I'm sure you'll make it up to me

come back for me

*this isn't even me, it's just someone i used to be*

"ima leaver ** you couldn't tell **"

Stumbling over some memories that were left beside my bed. I'm doing it again, walking around in my own head like it's a walk in closet. I've stayed clean but by no means am I any form of the definition. The crown rested it self on my head long ago but now it's found it's way into my drink. Drag down the moon, bring me back to any night with you. If I could feel broken again and again just to feel your hands delivering the pain, I would. Pretty sick in the head, I'm fucked up like she said. Back to Basics, Eating less and drinking more. It took my all these years, you'll never understand this but I want to break down on the road again. Lose myself in another city. I want what I won't see. I want what I don't need. The story of my past is an outline of my future. Her eye color always depended on the weather. I've always wonder if I had maybe mer\t her now and now then would we be laying in this bed? Part your lips in-between sips and lets just both believe that these downtown lights will guide you home like the stars and you'll find yourself @ 7 North.

Love,
The inconsistent/dreamer/leaver/WishHeNeverFuckingMerYou/Lush/drunk/FuckedUpInTheHead/Doesn'tMeanHalfTheShitHeSays/Star

<3 I was used to treating you bad cause it's all that i'm good at...

"2 times 4 *** 7 North"

Let's slim down out bodies down so we can fit within the pages of a magazine
Do you want me back yet?
Can't you see my back's bent?
bending bacwards
Repeating last words
i can smell you on my bed sheets and i can taste you in my sex dreams
Paper Thin
Body that's a 10
If Love is Sin
Then Send my straight to hell
They could watch the thing i'd do to you
I'm real sick in the head
Pull up your dress
Bite your lip under this mess *
I just want to feel your heart beat back to me
Feel your smile like my lips were on your teeth
nothing unusual
Just casual
Like the jeans she always wore
Lucky Number
2 Times 4
Find passion in her fashion
Forget consistency in her insanity
I want to love you
Give you everything
So you could wear the right ring
the one that finds it's way out of my pocket
I'm Sick of this Coin Toss
Toss around this idea i've been
Tossing
and
Turning
Let me sing you the worst part
These words won't even make it to your ears
This years news is next years fears
Lay me down at the doctor
Have him remove all out pictures from my head
They don't need to be out for them to be around
but truth be told
My hears bigger than what i gave
We Dug the grave
Rolled around in it like it was gin
got drunk and forgot about our problems
we're sobering up now
I'm down if You're down to keep us around
but if not
i'm not
and never was
anything you ever wished of

My Eyes are Open
My Mouth is Closed
I'm through talking
you get the point
Maybe I'll miss you
but all it takes is a phone call
before our numbers change
cause i can promise mine won't stay the same

Love was me and you
Now it's just me and whatevers coming up ahead
Next time you sip your drink, think of me
remember that "you're okay" as long as you tell yourself i'm not
The next few weeks are all "we'll see's" but i'm doing seeing things with you

--THE NEW HOV-

Let's make a drink and celebrate
Life's too short not to take sides
Friends become family
Family becomes tighter than a know
and we'll find ourselves anywhere you're not

"The Ides of March"

I am buried underneath this feeling that I might not make it through this
vodka slumber, I don't want to remember the way your lips felt on my chest
the way your hair always got messed up after your dress threw itself right to the floor
1 Two 3 Four
keep me up all night some more
my head is fucked
for once I'm fully clothed (kind of)
you know me
always been a liar
a leader
a lover
a dreamer
finally someone got the worst of me
took hold of all my insecurities

Think about the pictures
the years of trying to forget her
finally doesn't seem worth it
but okay now, back track
rewind to the facts
the way I Fucked you
put my lips up on you
lift your dress a little more
then drop it to the kitchen floor
You had me, I had you
and we slept right through the summer
only alive during the night
okay, I drank a little much and she would always want to fuck
but I loved the way she'd roll right into me
start breathing on my neck like I was all that's left inside her life
she needed me there like I needed her there
My baby knew just how to cause a scene
she never could just walk away and leave
Always hanging it over out heads that she was better than us I guess
Dark brown eyes, look into mine
crawl back in this bed tonight
I'm obviously out of my god damn mind that i would even think of you in this light or lack there of
I know that you don't
we know that they don't
So leave my head
but
if you find your way back to my doorstep
you won't even need to ring the bell
cause I've been waiting by myself
for your lights to shine around the corner and pull right in the drive way
a bottle of wine
a mountain to climb
but hey, that's always been our story...

You've taken all of me
i know it wasn't much
but i think it was just enough to not forget me

You're not coming back
I'm done with looking back
It's just nice to think of how it could have been

I think I'm Lost again

"Some Men Just Want to Watch the World Burn"

When you were asleep I changed the lock, swallowed the key
To all your finger tops because the last thing you touched was me
You're a mold breaker, Heart Taker
Inhaling skills through single dollar bills
it's not the good life but it's something in Chicago
Breathe in the smoke outside the bar
Yellow Checkered cars racing to your bedroom
try not to think, they buy you a drink
all girls get shots, that doesn't mean you're Hollywood it only means they knew you would
drink number 4 opened your door, papa sees what I ignored
I would have loved to have been wrong about you
it's more a curse than a blessing but still a talent, like undressing
raised with money in bank
washed away just like the rain
I'm no more special than the next kid
friends leave, we rearrange. the things we thought we knew have changed.
Don't rest your back on anyone.
Sleep against a mirror so you never feel alone
this is my love song and it goes, "You Always Felt Wrong"
step off stage, sing with the crowd. the wedding band was way too loud
Before you're down you're probably out

we had the chance to make it, be patient. I promise that it's never coming
they say life moves faster the older you get, safe bet, we're as good as dead
buzz buzz buzz
Love Gave Up On Us Before We Even Knew What It Was

I bet you're still waiting
s.t.o.p